Better Man

Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain

Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel I'm getting old
Before my time

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow old through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can
To be a better man

Go easy on my conscience
'Cause it's not my fault
I know I've been taught
To take the blame

Rest assured my angels
Will catch my tears
Walk me out of here
I'm in pain

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow old through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can
To be a better man

Once you've found that lover
You're homeward bound
Love is all around
Love is all around

I know some have fallen
On stony ground
But Love is all around

Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain

Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel I'm getting old
Before my time

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow old through this pain
Lord I'm doin' all I can
To be a better man

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Iam back!! Hoho… terasa nk update blog plak hari nie. hmmm.. nk citer aper erk, ha… mggu lepas, 19-21hb july, aku, mama, ain ngan arif balik kampung, abah x dpt nk balik, sbb kerja. Actually I don’t want going back. Tp kene balik jugak, jadi driver. Hohoh.. tp tak kisah r, family punyer pasal la kan. FAMILY FIRST. Sabtu patutnyer aku keje, tp dah mintak cuti ngan sv aku. Huhu. Total cuti yg dah amik 8 hari termasuk dengan mc dan cuti ke UM. Aper boley buat, dah terpaksa. Lepas ni dah tak mintak cuti dah kot. KOT laaa… haha… tadi, 21hb, malam… aku tgh syok2 aku duk mengarang ( mengarang lah sgt ) tuk buat weekly report, zainuddin (kawan aku sence form 4 aka one of my best friend r) ajak aku kluar, duk pikir2 kejap, then amik keputusan nk kuar teman die g beli brang jap, then minum2. Sence duduk rumah dah nk dekat 2 bulan nie, ni baru kali ke 3 ke 4 jumper mamat nie, masing2 sibuk, aku keje, dier pown keje. Mlm td, boley jugak r bersembang panjang, memandangkan esok dier dah nk masuk belajar balik dan aku kene amik adik aku tusyen, kene r balik awal skit. Hohoh. Balik je umah, aku tringat plak kat sekolah… wah… rindu siot kat zaman2 skolah. SK Padang Midin ( 1994-1999), SMK Tun Telanai (2000-2003), SMT Kemaman (2003), SMT Dungun (2003-2004)… sumer skolah bg aku ader kenagan masing2… kalo nk citer pengalaman byk giler r… kat tun telanai yg paling best masa hari last kat skolah b4 nk masuk teknik, time tu hari sukan, actually x boley nk berlegar2 kat kawasan kelas, tp kiteorg masuk jgk, then main kejar2 ngan cikgu. Haha. kalau kat kemaman, hmmm.. walaupun skejap je kat skolah nie, tp ttp best gak, waktu prep-main2, time tgh basuh baju weekend, mandi kolah ramai2, beratur pagi2 kene mengadap muka warden, pengsan time solat jumaat dll… Huhu. Kat dungun plak dengan pasukan kadet aku, main bola kerangjang ramai2, masuk koop tgh2 malam, kene rotan beramai2 ngan warden, bebuka puasa dalam kelas, main perang ngan mercun antara blok, time spm study smpai pepagi buta smpai ada kejadian yg tak diingini berlaku… huuuuuu…. Curi2 tgk cd pontianak harum sundal mlm dlm bilik pengawas pagi2 buta…bla bla bla… byk sgt r… tp zaman skolah mmg best… kalo boley nk back to school again. Hahaha… bercerita pasal skolah plak… mmg rindu giler time skolah… kenkwan… mana korang sumer skrg nie…?? naseb baek ramai gak yg x lost contact lagik… huhuhu… k r… dah pkol 1am nie, time to sleep. Esok keje… bye2…

HARRY POTTER AND THE ORDER OF THE PHOENIX,

wah, really2 interested to watching this movie... but... what can i do, here (terengganu) didnt have any cinema... hwaaa... nk tgk!! huhuhu. cant do anything, just waiting to download this movie. ngeh ngeh ngeh... saper suruh x buat panggung wayang kat sini. kerajaan duk salahkan masyarakat duk beli pirate cd, tp xmo pulak die buat panggung wayang kat sini. kan kan.. anyway, anyone can suggest me where can i buy this book? kat terengganu ni mmg xdpt la nk carik.

Four Golden Rules of Human Relations.

Do to others what you want others to do.

Do to others what they want you to do, even though they don't do want you want them to do.

Don't do to others what you don't want others do to you.

Don't do to others what they don't want done to them, even though they do to you what you don't want them to do.

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Buddies : Not only one, but THOUSAND. Not only this time, but FOREVER. not to being a evil, but to LOVE. Not to forgot, but to REMEMBER... and friendship until the END of the day...

Make sure you have thousand of friend... make sure you have a hundred of girlfriend / boyfriend... BUT, you should have only four wife... ngeh ngeh ngeh... to follow the sunnah...

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Bengkel YTM

Assalamualaikum and very good day to all…

Lama erk x update blog nie, around a month gak rasernyer. Busy with my practical training lor … last 23 til 27 june 2007, I was attend a Bengkel Pemilihan Biasiswa Yayasan Telekom Malaysia at University Malaya. Wow, bengkel tu best giler beb. Rasernyer ni la salah satu program yg btol2 membakar semangat aku, buat aku byk berfikir tentang hidup nie. What the meaning of life all about…?? Jawapan dier ada dalam diri korang masing2. Masing2 ada pendapat berbeza. Melalui bengkel nie, aku dapat kenal siapa diri aku, aper peranan aku ada kat atas muka bumi nie, peranan kita untuk mak ayah, adik beradik, aper tu kawan, siapa tu kawan, siapa tu lawan, aper itu islam di hati kita, dan byk lagik la. Mesti korang fikirkan, nie nk cari org yg layak dapat biasiswa ke aper kan, btol x? jawapan nyer, 2 in 1. haha. I had learned a lot there. A LOT. Kalau nk cerita kat sini, mmg krem dulu la jari jemari aku duk menaip. Hehe. Kiteorg ditempatkan di Kolej Kediaman Pertama, UM. Member2 dari mmu sendiri yg join cam nafi, sha, azwa, atiq, nabila, jojo, atiqah, nik dll. Ramai gak la dak2 mmu kat sini. Bukan budak mmu je, mmc n ipta pown ader, dari seluruh Malaysia la, sabah ngan Sarawak pown ader. Hehe. Kat saner aku duduk sebilik ngan hanafi and rahman. Masa bengkel lak, aku ditempatkan di group E... (E for what…?? Excellent!!!) hehe Pak Yatim jadik fasi tuk group E. lepas je bangkel, trus diadakan sesi temuduga, alhamdulillah, aku ditemuduga antara org yg terawal, hari isnin kot aku dah ditemuduga, antara sesi2 yg awal la. Interview tu oke la, aku dpt jwb semue soalan ngan baek. Seriusly, aku takkan luper bengkel nie. dapat member2 yg best lak kat saner, cam hidayat, helmi, rahman, penghulu, bilal, isa, fathin, farah, yati dan semua… semua mmg best!!. Thanks a lot to hanafi, bcoz of always with me there. Thanks to kak siti gak coz sudi visit me and hanafi at UM. Pepatah lagu Mariah Carey, Hero said, And then a hero comes along, With the strength to carry on, And you cast your fears aside, And you know you can survive, So when you feel like hope is gone, Look inside you and be strong, And you'll finally see the truth, That a hero lies in you… aku nk jadi HERO!! Hari ke hari yg aku lalui skrg nie, aku dp raserkan sesuatu yg lain pd diri aku sendiri. Mcm ada satu semangat yg kuat tuk aku terus kecapi matlamat aku selama ni. Alhamdulilah. Last day kat saner, wahhh, terasa gak r kesedihan yg melanda… cewah… hahhaa. Mana taknyer, baru je nk kenal mengenali antara satu sama lain, dah kene bpisah dah. Huhuhu. Aper nk buat, tu takdir. Setiap pertemuan ada perpisahan kan. (ayat skema). Tp aku tak terus balik sama ngan hanafi, patotnyer aku balik sama cam nafi. Tp aku balik keesokan pagi tue, dpt lepak2 ngan hidayat, helmi, fathin, isa, rahman, yati dan tak ketinggalan kak zue ( akak urustia YTM). Mlm tu lepak2 ngan kak zue smpai pkol 2pagi kot. Huhuhu. Pastu balik bilik, aku duk sembang ngan hidayat plak. Mlm tu mmg malam tuk berborak jerk. Ahaha. Yer r, esok tu dah tak jumper dah. Hehehe. Keesokan harinye, lepas je breakfast, aku, rahman, helmi ngan yati dihantar oleh org ytm ke stesen putra kerinchi. Kiteorg plan nk g Mid ari tue. Nafi tunggu kiteorg kat KL sentral. Rahman x join sbb dier kne balik ke melaka trus. Hari tu kiteorg g main bowling, tgk wayang n makan2. dlm kol 4 camtue, kiteorg balik ke destinasi masing2…. Huhuhu. Ape2 pown, bangkel ni mmg best giler. Tak dapat ku gambarkan… wah… ayat skema lagik. Key lah, tu jer kot nk citer, actually ive already type a diary when I was there, tp tak perlu la kot tulis detail2 kat blog. Hahaha. Sikit2 sudey!!. I end of my blog with this a verse of a song… Better Man… and enjoy my picture there!!

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord Im doing all I can
To be a better man...

-Berita Harian 2 July 2007, Monday-